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when i was asleep i had dreams of the sea things i have done in the past things i want to do in the future the whole time i could hear a voice calling out to me telling me "dont give up tyler dont give up never give up " as the dreams went on i saw my life in the future i saw my son run up to me and give me a giant hug it made me smile so hard i cried not tears of sorrow but tears of happiness i felt a great sense of loving him in my heart it made me want to go to him to move to wake up to live on not for me but for him the feeling f not wanting him to grow up without a father would put him in the same boat that i grew up in it was hell there was no way i could let that happen so i began to run as fast as i could down this long and wavy hallway i heard his voice calling out to me so i ran faster and faster then i awoke to see my friends smiling faces telling me everything will be ok the only thing i could think of was seeing his smile again his voice and his love swelling my heart till it popped from love then i would like it to fill up again and again cause my love for him will never die or stop growing along with him