I am a loner, i ♥ to b alone most of my time and dont care if i sit alone or am alone...but people keep on sitting next to me when I want to be alone...i dont mind my friends sitting next to me or being there when I want to be alone, but those who aint my friends, they just go into my space and wont let me be alone...I just wish that ppl understood how I feel... that being alone is like the way I want to be most of the time...even in my own house, I am alone alot of times...in my room of course...ppl just have to let me be and know that I want to sit alone, be alone, and walk alone...and with my friends with me, i feel fine...i dont my mind my friends and family with me...but the rest must understand...those who dont know me think they do, but really they dont...nobody knows me 100%...not even my own mom...and when they say that I am "emo"...that just hurts more because...wut is wrong expressing my feelings...i am a loner...and emotional girl...i dont cut myself...i dont cry as often as they think i do...and they just have to understand....i am a loner...not emo...not goth...not punk...nothing like that....i am just me...and that makes me cry crying ....to know that i am lable as things i am not...there gotta be somebody somewhere for me...i feel...feel....mocked emo and...that just hurts me...i dont want to be...well...labled..mocked...ridiculed...stabbed in the heart...laughed at...critized...or made fun of...i only have some of my friends who understand...some dont understand...that just hurts...but i am still glad to have my friends with me even when I want to be alone...this is who i am...and this is whom people must accept
 Hyrule_Ninja 45 · Sun Feb 15, 2009 @ 07:21pm · 1 Comments |
