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my life is so stupid!!!! today its so depressing! i keep thinking about the way Mark rejected me at our school dance. the things he said keep running through my mind over and over again. "do you like shoes?" was what he said. then i kept answering all of his retarded questions and since i was nervous because guys do that to me, idk why but it happens! so i was like" hey do you wanna get with me?" ina low, hopeful voice with my feet still shaking. he looked at me in the eye for the first time during our comversation and said" no,soory." then i got all mad and walked away. it was embarrsing cuz' i'm emo and i started crying in the corner and all my friends ignored me cuz' they were with thier dates!!