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So the first question you may have is what does the title mean. To be honest its just made up words. But one can say that it goes with what is said and yet it does not. As I said on GaiaOnline a quote that stands true.
'It Is Better To See/Feel With Your Soul Then With Your Eyes/Heart'
What is the meaning of it. Sometimes we are blinded with what we see through our own eyes and don't see what there is to be seen. One can see so much and yet see so little. That of what is said is true. This that you see right now may seem to be on one side of things and yet as read it again can see it another way. What one says can be taken in many ways and forms because of how we see it. Whats funny is what we see clear as it can be is never as clear as we think and yet it is. That of which it was and has yet to be is not known even as we see that which is in front of us all.
What is it that you see fromm the posts of which have the following titles:
Selflistic Disemboguement of Self Incarnation
Sagas of Finality in Eternity
Misinformed Reflections
Soulistic
Sajunistic Reality
That of what has been said and has been read is not what can see the first time with in the read but that of what can be seen in it after reading many times on end. The more taken from what has been said from what was read and to look at many angles and ways of which it is said only then can it be clear to a certain point.
The same goes for the heart of which one can feel with. Can do so much to accept it as much as one can. Sometimes its more then what it can see and accepts things into it that normally would not be accepted no matter how hard one tries. There are times when one does just to be accepted and think that of which they found makes the one whole. Then again one is not whole even when think that the one is and which finds out it is not true. That of which the heart can be false as well at times of which it has said.
Look deep within one soul and see with it and feel things as well and then can be seen more then what has been with ones own eyes. And feel more then with what one has with their heart. Sometimes we can sense each other and know more about the persons feelings then they are letting up. Even if its over a computer or a phone if just enough is let out to where the senses can pick it up before their own self lets know with actions. Nothing known and yet it is known even if its small it is better known in that form then the forms of others that have yet to be trusted.


Yes another of which has been yet to be said. This time its all coming back to me now. Sometimes its hard to figure out what it is that one does to know of which is in their own mind and self and find it useful to share with the others even thoughs that are not known to see and learn from what has happened to them and to see that they are not alone in things and yet can accept or not.
This is the acceptance of which one can only know from their self of which in of which is a society of their own. We do not live in the same place or world even as we are here together we are not. We do not see or feel like one things that we do for it is not the same and yet it is wtih in the same place of which we are. What is it that ones own society of the self that we do not know of. Has that been the work of which we see and know and yet do not know of it even as it stands in front of us as a form of our own existing self.
We do not get alone and do not see and know of what is going on but from what is heard and what is heard is just a small bit of which we know. This of what has been known from that is yet to be told of all that has been of it. Its only time to see what is ahead and what is not even as it stands in front of us as a society of its own. The workings of a one person human network is all that can be seen in many forms and yet it is lost in all of which has been there. That is what has been known even as its not known.
'We Know The True Meaning Of Nothing, But Yet Call It Something'
Nothing is something and something is nothing. Of what has this been said and yet it has not. Knowing and yet not of it in itself. That has been and yet it has not. It is of this and it is not of that of which has become a whole other.
That of what is said is that of which forms in ones own head. This is it for now for it has been said and passed and yet has been informed in forms of which we do not see it. See in a different way then what is seen as of now. For that is what is said.


So now I know what to write after having the title written for a while. What is it that the title means well you have to look and read for yourself and then look at yourself and see what it is that it might mean to you in your own perspective. Times of which one can see is what they do of what is thought of that is right and yet may be wrong. Some that happen can seem to be happy and yet figure out that of which in turn will be sad. What is it that we seek in which we do not have and yet have and seek yet again? What is it that is with us and yet has not completed us when we seem completed? So many questions and yet so little of answers to which we ask more of what it is that we need and have to know from what it is that we are seeking.

So long has it been since the last time the days of darkness of which have made their presence felt. So long has it been to try to hide from that of which was to bother oneself and run from it. It has been long time since those of which brought that up on oneself to do things of which have not done before and which end in regret. It has been a time when turned against those of which it was seeking to cause. It has done once before and has yet left from that of which have wanted it to do. To leave and never come back, but once tasted that side of which there is no return it will not fully leave. For it stays as a stench on the soul of that seems to never leave even when it seems it has.

There were times when it was gone and yet it has returned yet again. Problems have come and gone and have returned. And now it has made is self slowly come back and seek to hurt those of which we care and us as well as we try to be there for them. And hurt us when we seek something and then lose it to something else. What is it that one can do after a cause of which has been like before and has happened again. For one it caused to remember that it has happened before and that it has returned. What is it that causes this. At times it�s a few words, a person, others who are similar to them. The answer is not clear for that is what it tries to hunt and destroy slowly.

No more. I say no more it should go. It happened once before and tries to yet again. Now it has and slowly regaining what it wants and what it wants is to return the power of what once was and that of which was not right to have. So it brings forth ideas and thoughts of which are not of healthy to one and hurt even more to them and the ones that its towards of all who are there. And yet tries to cause the one to want to leave it all behind and run away from it. To leave it behind and not return for it will cause harm. To leave and yet it still be there. To stay and it be there. Why has gone and done this once more? Why come back again and try to cause it once more? Only the self of which we are can allow it to return and harm us and others. Only we can let it enter again and grow.

There were times when this time around it was greater then it has when suppressing it from within and try to fight it once more and yet fight it alone. To where the only way out the fight would seem to be better to just run away and leave it once more. To go and not return and to leave problems behind and to have them never return. That of which was not true and yet is just an idea of which one can have to think when it seems to be that strong and yet still weak in its form.

What can stop it one may say? How can it be slowed and gone? Those who care who have been brought back in some shape or form to be there is what can weaken it. Today was the time when it had to stop and end. Was told by one that it was not like what I am and who I am and something that I have never done before. I have never ran away from the problems, always been strong and taken them head on, always there to fight back against them not just for myself but for them all. Why would I change and want to run from it and think it would be the best? After hearing those words that its not like me and never have done before it has been seen that it is true. The evil from within is that of which was running the game of life of what is now. It was what it wanting to do this. It was what wanted to turn against the person and others and just run after it was done. The words from the purest of souls is that of what brought the thought that it is all true. It could be worse. That is not like what I was and not part of the character of what I have made for myself again. It was that that wanted me back and now I realize that it should not be.

It should not be with the evil of what once was and should never be again. Evil will not gain this any more. It will not cause to hide again. Not again not now not ever. No matter how hard you may try it will not be. No matter who you try to turn against me and those you hurt it will not be. Why go for those who are innocent and know not what you want when should just go ahead and face me in your true form and not that of those who are just regular people. Evil is more scared because it has to use others to do its job when it should just try to do the job itself and not use those.

No matter how hard I will try and fight against it and face it for all the rest of life there will be times when it will tempt in all forms. The times it has tempted in the past have all been known and seen and know that it will continue to do so. Giving in would be the worst of things to do even when it may seem like fun and good at times. Times will and are hard as of now but must fight it as we go on. Must not give up no matter how much we want to because thenwill it rule over us. Together we must face it even when its hard to do so when the pain that is within is towards some of which you care for. No matter what we who are true to ourself and what we believe it will be a challenge to go and do what we have to. We must stand together and face the challenge no matter how hard it may get.


Sagas of the life of which we live of what we see and know and have. What is that of which it starts and yet it will end and when it will start again. The saga on this planet of which we have has many paths and ways to what we think is there and yet is not. What is that we look for when we do not find that of what it is. And what is it that we find of which we do not keep of which we lose of that time and that thing of that place. Many times we gain and lose and go forth on the same string of the saga of what it is. We find the path of which we repeat over and over again of which never ends for that of the eternity of which was and is that of what is that. What is ones own saga of which is repeating of that is now and yet will continue to be in the forever of eternity.


What has been read can be seen in many of ways. The mind thinks of one thing and the mouth says another. What is known was there and put first before what was believed was then put next thus there after what was then and now was put last on what was thought of what one read. The posts of which have been posted are that and those of what mind can see and read and think and yet be misinformed of what was said. Yet again see and read over and over can get a new view of what has been said and yet not know what the true factor of what it was that it is. You know that its one thing to another and yet can not cross the paths of which it has been said that of what was read. That of which is known and yet unknown to ones unopened mind for which thinks of many things and yet does not come through with all of which it thinks. Some of which it does where others of which it doesn't.
The reflections of one self as looked upon as another to see what was been done and has been for yet another. To see that of which it is and that of what once was can one see beyound theirself and yet to another. Forget of what was there and think of what was not and yet believe in many of what is on ones thought. Never settle for what is now and stay with that of what can be sound. Look to see what you are for what it is that is not there is there and yet that of what is there now is not of what will be there for all the time. It may be the face of light or the dark of dark for what is known and what is not. That of which one can see and yet not understand the inner me. What is it that one can see beyound the reflection of what is put there for it is one of many of things of which can be seen. That of which it is and it isn't for the now and then and forever have yet to begin. What that be is what we have to see.


What brings up an idea of a topic of which sounds like one thing and yet it looks like another. The soul of which we have and seen and know of. What is the meaning of such a thing as of this be what it is. Listening and talking to those who we are close to and can feel how they feel and sense some of what their being is. Is it true or is it not or does one have to witness to know before it can be answered and even then how can it have an answer to such a thing. Souls of life and life of souls. What is that like if life is not of what it is and of what it was. Challenges and places and things and people and others of which we do not know of that challenge the very being of a soul of which we have. Can one of the living sense that of another of which they only know of and heard about and feel them and know of what that person was to another. Say yes and yet say no for we know it can be and yet i can't or can it not be for that it has been. The guidence of one and of many of which we know and have that of our own for which we have met before and have not yet. The soul of that being of which we have met and those we have learned about and those we honor and respect are there. Some of all kinds and of all types of which that it has been and is at which it was before and after their time. What is the meaning of this or is there not one and yet there is. Sometimes its hard to figure out what is said but when thinking and reading over again can figure out of what has been said. The thinking of deep within of which we look to an inner depth of what is inside to see what is said or think of what was there. It of which was with us is continuing to be there and will never leave for it is what we remember and know and have to hold. That of which is by us and watching us and with us and protecting us. That of what is of the other to challenge that as well. We lose it and we gain it back of a soul that of which it is and was and has yet to become. Some of what has been done and said has been to one and yet to another a different of meaning to what it is that is here. That of which is directed to is of what is to be known of what one thinks of what is said and can see another picture of that it is to it. Times and places of which have come and gone and will be here have yet to see what can be put down upon one to test and challenge that of the soul being of what is here and yet can be there. Thus those of those we once knew have been known and are known of what is now for which are not gone but stand with us even when its at the dawn. That of what is, is it of now and yet will be later. That of what makes sense to one does not to of another. That of who is respected and honored and thanked of who that was of that person for now it is thanks for it has given welcome and acceptence for what is now. Thus this end of what is said with that of a question of what once would be said. What sense does this make to you of what was said..


Through those of which I have been
That of which had been followed
Thus of which was betrayed
Times of which went on
This of which I have become
Nothing has been clear of which that has been here
None of which have seen what we can not see
Not to note the times you tried
Neither of which have managed to fullfile your dark desires
Beyond the limit of which I have seen
Believe in which that darkness can be defeated
Beloved are those of which I am here for
Knowing how you fight in cowaredness
Knocking at the door of unforgiveness of which you rule
You beyound of darkness of which have come will not win
Yes I will do what can be done for those I care about
Battle lines of which have been met and the many times you have failed
Begining with that which was I and ending of which I willl not die
The great darkness of which it is and will not win
Battles for myself and friends of which continue
None of them will lose for that it has begun
Darkness you are, Light we are
Try your best shot for which you will fail
Beyond the reaches of which you can not tell
They are here and so am I, Together we will not die
For this I end as I say
Face me face to face and do not run away
Leave them alone for I am what you want
Let that begin for which we call the hunt
Those I care for and that of which we seek
Together we are at the top and are not weak
I trust in them and they trust in me
Forever I do what I can for them for that is who I am
Depths of darkness get ready to get slammed


Things come and go. Places come and go. People come and go. We all find a way to search and look at things and see the same thing in many different ways. One can say and yet it is not all said. What another does for someone can change the face of the planet itself. One can make a difference in the lives of many. Always there is someone who is like that. Sometimes acccepted by others and at times rejected by many. Stating opinions and advice and the care and friendship from one to another can be taken in many of a ways. Sometimes the people that is being spoken to accepts and listens and takes in what is being said. Where as others they reject, get angry, and end that relationship that was there. Can be many who do the same and at times its only one that can get through and state what has been stated before and be the one to be accepted by what was said. What is it that is to be done that is not done but has been done and yet still takes time for it to be done. Many of ways of which things can go and be done and see where it all has been and what it has done and what it will do and what it may never do and what the future of that it is. Just one, yes just one of everyone can be accepted and listend to. Things, people, places, events, it all changes and yet it stays the same. What is the want that we have and yet tthe need that we have and yet again the feeling of what is it that is possible for that to be. It all comes at once at times and can all come slowly. Sometimes the greatest of challenges is not that of which are faced in front of you but that which are faced from within you. Many will accept us, many will betray us, many will hurt us, many will care for us, many will give their life for us, and many will be us. What is this reality of which we are in and yet it is not. Is it that of which it is and which it is not that makes it what we want it to be even though it is not that and won't be that but try to accept that in our minds that it is even when its not. How many have to suffer before one can get through to another of the same and yet the reaction that was the same will be different. Do some do what they do for they are demons of which mankind has brought up on us and yet we do trust in and feel in and see in and accept in and care in and love in and yet do not see what the true truth behind them. Where some that do but can not tell or do tell and are rejected by that of which they know is true and have seen and felt and done and had done and will do that of which is the same. That of which we have and yet we do not and yet it is what it was and was that of which it was not. This reality of ours is it a true reality or a reality of which we invent in our minds and see things that are the same in so many different ways that it has become a work of fiction to which it can be bent in many ways and factors and situations to which it in itself is not real. It is what it is and yet it is not. That of which that was was not that of what it is and it was that of which it will be has not been to the point of which it was and was not of that time and place and has become. Can this be answered and yet it cant or can it not be answered and yet it can. What is it that has been done that hasn't but has and was and could not be for the time has done it before in many ways of which it has not been seen yet it has. What is your reality of which we see and don't see and hear and don't hear and feel and don't feel and touch and don't touch and love and don't love and hate and dont' hate. What is it that it be of which it is and yet it is not. Reality and life which is which and which is not of which it is and yet it is not of that form of which we see it.. Questions and answer but yet none can be answered with an answer and none can be questions with a question. Just the reality that we make of this is what we see of it and yet we see nothing of it in the same way. It is and it isn't for that it was and it wasn't and has been and yet it has not. That is was has been will be could be should be might be and all the above. What is it that of you make of this reality.....