I can't stand life anymore. I can't talk to the guy i like i am that shy, i keep getting bullied because i can hardley stand up for myself, my will power is decreasing rapidely each day, i am being singled out because of A.D.H.D, some of my friends could care less if i died unless i owed them something, i take 9 fricken pilles each day for my lil problem in my head, no1 seems to care anymore sometimes, and i can't consentrate on projects even taking 145mg of medicen for A.D.H.D.
i am cutting my self now and every one seems to notice me. i figure most people won't relize that i am gone until months later. i know i shouldn't and it will hurt the people who care about me, but i am serius about this and i will write on my account when i will attempt suicide.
i will not try to kill myself if people donate to my cause for depreased, cutters, emos, the bullied, and suicidals.
please know that i care about people but i am not so sure about the other way around which hurts me a lot. and when people make fun of you for being who you are and as i hurts me to say this i might not be alive on this planet much longer
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