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It is known that our hearts keep us alive, that they pump blood, and that blood carries oxigyn and all those biological mechanics that include the heart, but what is not usualy said, is the feeling of the heart.

It is almost rare to find something about feelings, emotions, the raw power of these things. In raw power our emotions can make us do things we usualy wouldnt do. A person who can be the most gentle soul you have ever met, could fall into anger and hurt you, their child, thier spouse, ect ect. Anger is not the only emotion of which has raw power, for happyness can make some one do some realy out of character stuff, like a person has their first sky dive moment, they absolutly love it, so they end up wanting more and more, because it made them feel good, so they become what we would call dare devils.

Love and lust the two most powerful emotions that people can have can in all honesty make people do some stupid s**t. For love, some one would jump infront of the one they love's care to stop them from doing somethin, to fight for the one they love when a fight is not neccisary, and stuff like that, or even jumping after the one they love if they jumped off a bridge, cuz for their hearts can not bear seeing the one they love die, or be harmed. For love causes people to put themselves within danger to protect the other.

Asf for lust, if you lust some one it can cause you to become their stalker, or if your lust is strong enough could cause you to become something highly illegal which starts with the two letters RA. I do not wish you to think lust is bad, cause it is not, it is belive it or not needed in a relationship, for a healthy relationship you need both love and lust, not alot of lust cause than your relationship would get boring and you would want to go and find something different, hence Ohio one the many wives thing, thats not love thats mostly lust, for as an example one of these people with the many wives might actualy love one of the or two perhaps but the rest is just lust, and meaningless.

Now we come to sadness, the most painful emotion there is. Sadness is wat you usualy cry from, it is the pain upon your heart, or that painful jolt you feel once you found out that a friend, family, or lover has betrayed you. Sadness is the one emotion that is behind suicides cuz if it is around enough it leads to hopelessness, which is not an emotion but at the same time is cuz it is linked to some emotions itself. For if someone can not get around sadness it eats at them, they cry, they weep, they distance themselves at first, or try to, but than later when they try to get out of it they reach out, seeking for some one there, seeking for that light of hope in the darkness, and usualy when they cannot find it, or if others give up on them, they give up on themselves, unless they are strong spirited and have the will to get out of darkness, and make their own light.

As an example; a husband or wife lost their spouse, their absolute soul mate, who they loved and cherrished with all their soul, passes away, they have 2 kids both are lets say eight years old, the widowed adult, is in that darkness for quite sometime and didnt accept help from others, so they gave up, the widowed adult after months in the darkness, has a thought, "my lover would not want me like this...what about the children, how must they feel about this, im the parent, i should be there" and than theres that light, its not an off the bat in the instant recovery it will take time to get out of the darkness of depression, but they do it, they are still sad that they losth their loved one but, now they can be there for their children for their family, the pain of loss does not always go away, it usualy never does, but people learn to cope with it, live with it, and try to get around it. But.. than there are those who cannot bear it. In this example, same experience, same area of happening, but whats different, is that the widowed killed themself, and left their children alone, to either be with other family members or an orphanage.

Here is what i would like you to imagine and comment on both sides of the coin, on all sides of the dice, your one of these eight year olds in both situations and than go to the future about i dont know another 10 years youd be eighteen i want to know, i want you to list the first one, were you only lose one parent, than the other were you lose both, how would you feel, what would you think, in both age timeframes, the mentality of an eight year old and the mentality of an eighteen year old.

I myself would feel lost in both, i would be sad, i would not fully understand due to the age timeframe of the eight year old mentality, but in the age frame of eighteen i would understand to a point but i would still wonder and have the question of why anyways,i would be utterly lost in the age of eighteen cuz i would be thinking that i knew i was going to lose them one day, but not soo soon, they wont see their grandchildren, or the spouse of which i would choose, they wouldnt be there or one would be there, and i would see everytime i visit, my mom or dad sad, or if in the second cercomstance if either did it after the other passed away, their two grave stones.

Your probably wondering, why is he talking like this (or typing if you prefer) talking about death, why is he, it is probably because death is a part of emotion, it is linked to almost every single one, and it is one of the most feard cercumstances, and most wondered about, cuz no one knows whats after, if you want, and i dont want arguments going on about this, put down what you feel is after death, is it an end is it a begining, is it were u go to monkeyland and u see Curios Geprge in the flesh, you can mess around on this one i dont care but try to be honest.

For what i would say is, i do not know, i will find out when it happens, but i will still wonder