Today I finally realized (again) my dad doesn’t love me at all. I had to wait 3 hours for him, cause he found some more important things than me…
So from today I have no dad. I cried but I didn’t want it, cause I promised myself, I won’t cry because of my father, ’cause he doesn’t care at all, it’s unreasonable… But he is my ONLY dad (fortunately)… And I loved him.
Something good for today.
I found a very good CD…. It’s from a norwegian rock group Zeromancer. And they are soo cool.
And today I got some money, so I can go buy some pens, with my One and Only Lovely Sweet Wife (Zsófiii) on Wednesday, after our Japanese Lesson… And I’m not a pen addict… XP
I got an e-mail from Kira. I ordered a new Animage mag from her…(Cause there are loads of Kuroshi pages in it…) And she finally got it from her friend. She’ll send it on next week… it was ******** expensive…
Kitsu asked me, why I bought these useless things… I couldn’t answer her. But maybe because I think I can’t live without these… But she is right…
But I’m a useless thing too…
Well, that’s all for now, I’ll go to bed soon, cause I freaked out… I’m a bit depressed now, hope it’ll go until tomorrow.
And I love the Underworld movie, cause there is NO happy end in it..:3 …
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