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Im so sick of loseing every thing i loved...but every thing that i hate came true...its wired how i still stand tall and try to pretend that every thing is ok but deep in my heart i feel nothing......not a beat......not a sound .. Iv waisted my love so many times that i cant love anymore.... everything that i thoght was right...was wrong i thoght ppl wernt the same i thoght maby there is somone out there that can under stand me....but no one dose....I feel like iv been going in circles round and round my life keeps geting wores.... Just for the heck of it..i somtimes cry alone in my cloaset.... Im sick of crying...tired of trying...but inside im dieing walks away in the darkness crying

Posted by: looney tuney Sun Mar 01, 2009 @ 03:10am

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Commented on: Sun Mar 01, 2009 @ 03:16am


	life seems so long but yet...its so short v.v

Commented on: Sun Mar 01, 2009 @ 03:23am


	Thats it! i wanna kill myself!luaphs hard HAHAAHA yes,i will and no one will stop me ill just slice my vains right in half hehehe THIS WILL BE FUN crys and luaphs gose on my ness IT HURTS SO BAD! Y WONT NO ONE HELP ME? sobz uncontobly GET IT OUT OF ME !!GET MY HEART OUT!ITS KILLING ME~ crys on the ground....stops crying ....ill just preten to be happy it will be ok shivers

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Commented on: Sun Mar 01, 2009 @ 04:59am


	Awwww sweety! Life is a precious thing. Live the way you want to, and don't let things get in your way. I know you can surmount your obstacles. I don't want you to live life in sorrow mkay? heart heart heart heart heart heart heart heart heart heart heart heart

Commented on: Sun Mar 01, 2009 @ 05:15am


	ov lost so many things in my life and even a person i think i loved i held all my secerts to him and now i the secrets are punching me in the face and telling me.....Y y do u bealive in ppl that will hurt u the most?

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Commented on: Sun Mar 01, 2009 @ 05:30am


	It takes a lot of time to build trust in a person. Some people can be total dicks. Humans are just like that :[

Commented on: Sun Mar 01, 2009 @ 05:40am


	somtimes i just wounder if i was gone...would he be happy?would the person i loved be happy?i dono...he dosnt know how much he hurted me....the day he said thos awfull words ...my eyes were red from crying and my was pail...i felt like i had nothing left... caz im so alone..... My mother is dead.. my father is gone... My sister is somwear hurt... my puppy i had sence i was 11 is dead... my unkle dead... my grandpah dead... my lover gone.... all i have left is 3 ppl I DONT WANT TO LOSE THEM sobz IM SO SCARED FOR JEN1I DONO WHATS WRONG MY AUNT IS IN A HURY TO GET A RIDE TO FLORDA AND SHE WONT TELL ME WHATS GOIING ON AND ALL I CAN DO IS SIT BAK AND WACH MY LIFE FADE AWAY!I DONO WHAT TO DO ANYMORE!!!!!

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Commented on: Sun Mar 01, 2009 @ 06:07am


	This guy made a mistake by leaving you. He doesn't realize what a great girl he had in his life. :[ And I'm sorry for your lost... I know it can be painful. I've lost some people too... I don't think the deceased would want to see you sad though.. And I hope your sis is ok. I'm sure she is still out there somewhere waiting to see you again too.

Commented on: Sun Mar 01, 2009 @ 06:13am


	I just realy cant bealive that meta_ice..w/e did this to me...we just broke up and he just has the nerv to get another gf real soon And i miss my sister so much,I think my aunt is about to terll me whats wrong D:

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