I have this saddness thats been eating away at me for years now. I've been trying to stay strong. I am tired of fighting this battle that was never ment for me to win. All i ever wanted was to be loved and now i realize that i don't deserve love. i have hurt many people and i can't forgive myself for the pain i have caused. Since i lost my mother 06-24-06 life has gotten harder. I have been Homeless and hopeless. i feel empty and hurt. i just can't fight the battle. i am tired very tired. the war is coming to an end and i am going to lose. i hope my friends and family will forgive me for this tragic end. i am no longer able to stand here and take the pain and emotion that i deal with. Good bye and I love you
[img:8be9707e1e]http://i174.photobucket.com/albums/w87/jdtrailertrash/518701-3f-requiem_por_un_suicidi-1.jpg[/img:8be9707e1e] SAD BUT TRUE
