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i slip on my shoes.gets up and looks myself in the mirror.all i see is darkness.i walk toward the door and opens it.hopeing i could see the sunlight and so i could know that i am free from this mad.but when the door was opened i noticed that there is no sunlight.the sky is black and the sun is gone.i walk to the church.hopeing they would let me see your face.as i walk in i hear screams and i see frowns.i walks up to you and look down.i see you laying there peacefuly.i know that your in your happy place now.even though your dont have the ones you love by your side...you can still visit them in their dreams.your mom walks beside me and says i was a great friend.that you would always talk about me when you got home from school and that you would always ask her if i could come over...your dad walks beside me.he says that you said that you wanted to finish school and live your life peacefuly with me by yourside.i take one more look at you hopeing you would come back to life.hopeing that you would say goodbye.but....it wont come true...
the other day you visited me in my dreams.you said your goodbye.the one i wanted you to say but then you said hello and faded away...i woke up and took your picture from the side of my bed...i looked at your smile and i smiled back at you...i knew you were in a peaceful place now.i knew you would always visit me in my dreams.so i had no worries.but i really wanted you by my side.so i could have my best friend back.let i remind you i will never forget you.i will never replace you for someone else.you will always be special^_^