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Love so special, I thought we belonged...

Four white walls are closing down on me,
Chest of mine begging for air to breathe.
Tears fell leaving a salty taste on these lips,
Crowded images in mind creating an eclipse.

Clumps of ripped curls in the palms of hands,
I am crazy in love, they seem to misunderstand.
Screams pound rapidly in my deranged mind,
Guessing my love for him has been redefined.

Feels a gun shot hit though, I'm alone to die,
Guessing forever was just another white lie.
Fighting with emotions, beating myself down,
Met you with a smile and left me with a frown.

Questions unanswered leading my way to you,
Pumping aroma had stopped it's become blue.
Breaking the door, your body on some chick,
Who'd guess you would quickly become a p***k.

Quick-witted; using cute words to manipulate,
Strangled by your words; I constantly suffocate.
Picturing that scene again, eyes begin burning,
Mind exploding as my weak heart remains hurting.

Nights yearning toward you, I feel its emptiness,
Past pictures of us is all I have left to reminisce.
Replays of our happiness like a forgotten montage,
Driving myself crazy some more, in this lovers mirage.

Emotionally delusional, my heart must've been wrong