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i had a long day today. i went to a trust counselor because they had found a paper stating that i was depressed, cutting, and that i was suicidal. these were true in the past. now, its not even true. they thought that i was suicidal. but i convinced them that i wasnt. also, they were gonna make me go to a counselor weekly just because of them thinking that i was suicidal which i am not. i have THOUGHT about it but im not gonna because i have so much more to live for. so, after i talked to the counselor, she thought that i was okay and that she was gonna check up on me in a week. i hate going to counseling. not that i hate the counselor cause the counselor i had was pretty cool. i just hate the idea of it.