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Knowing you've gone and left us all.
Even though it wasn't your fault that you had to go.
It's never the same with out you anymore.
You seemed so happy, and you were always laughing.
I stayed by your side while you were in the hospital.
I loved and cared for you for the time you were still here.
And the thanks I get...?

You're now resting in peace, but all the ones who are still alive are still grieving and it's hard to forget.
I'll NEVER forget.
You where everything to me.
I sang, I danced, I did anything just to see you smile in your hospital bed.
I should have took a picture of your last smile.
And let you write down anything you wanted while you still had the strength.
I wish I recorded your last good bye...

You weren't really my brother.
You were just a family friend.
You and I were inseparable.
You always knew how to make me laugh..
You were always there..

Why is it that the good people had to go?
Why is it, that people have to die...
No one deserves to die...
It just causes grieving to everyone...
Tomorrows your birthday...
You'll be turning 23...
You never got drunk...
You were a good boy..
You asked me to be a good girl..
And I have been...
Can't you see from up there...?

I'm happy I atleast met you...
But now that you're gone...
I can never let you go...
You're always in my heart...

My Dear Kaoru.
03.22.87 - 6.08.08
Rest in Peace Big Brother...
I love you...