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i dont really portray it if you meet me but im really black hearted and emo as hell but youll never see that side of me unless you really truely know me
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THICK

blades sharpen with every pass through my skin
blood pouring conscious fading
the black light approaching with every pass
the blade never dulls nor does the urge.
it doesnt hurt you know you cant stop
you let the ecstasy of injury take hold
your blood thickening swimming in a sea of your own blood
weighed down by despair
until it soon stops flowing
but it was worth it, nobody lives forevor

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(this one is my favorite 4 now)
JUST LISTEN

they never do, your innocent
but it doesnt matter
they take control of your life
but not anymore
because its not their life to control
and to prove it you end the pain
by ending the control
by ending it all...
maybe then they will realize they should have listened
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PAIN

it feels good it feels fine
they never let you express yourself
but thats fine...
you espress yourself with the razor underneath your pillow every night
but if no one knows what could go wrong
your a teen you break the controls
your a freedom fighter
fighting for individuality
or so you think
your a lost cause the scum of the nation
your nothing well thats what they say
but who needs them when your best freinds under your pillow
just lying inwait until your feelings take control
after all you are a teen
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FREEDOM FIGHTERS

death all around you your fighting for a cause
but is it worth it your life just to stop the establishment
just for individuality after all whats the point
at the touch of a button the world is over
your behaving like animals, animals fight all the time
but not with nuclear arms
you cant hug your children with nuclear arms
so SHUT UP! light up! grab that razor
and screw the establishment
live for the moment and live for yourself.
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PREJUDICE

P.eople
R.ejoicing
E.njoying life
J.oining hands
U.nder god
D.ancing
I.nto a
C.oma
E.njoy life while it lasts
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MOONLIGHT MYSTIQUE

a book i once READ
a book i once LEARNED FROM
a book i once WAS AMUSED BY
a book i once REREAD
a book i once CHERISHED
a book i once LOST INTERIST IN
a book i once DISGARDED
a book i once FOUND
a book i once BURNED
a book i once LOVED
a book now ash
a book i now miss
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THANK GOD FOR PROCRASTINATION

pull it end it dont stop do it you cant your hopeless
you cant even end something as hopeless as yourself
you loser you cant. maybe your not so hopeless after all
you forgot to load the gun
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NO TRIGGER

genocidal, homacidal, suicidal choose careully
do you want to end it like this
i know you dont have
you have a lot to live for
but you insist your hard headed
but your head's not hard enough
to stop the dorment reaper in the chamber
you go for you pull it again and again!!
the reaper still sleeps
you examine your reapers coffin know as a glock 45.
until you realize that god sparred thee for there is
no trigger
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ill add more l8r