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Hey..I know how you feel..I hate being overweight and wondering who is two faced..Ive always wanted to just rip myself apart and take whats only good together and make another confused piece of s**t,I dont see why you feel that way..I think your very pretty..and its ok to complain..you never know who listening and who may help..s**t..my fiance ******** another guy at a club..I told alot of people and when she came to push the s**t in my face I laughed in her face..and I laughed and spit in her face..because I had friends who'd love me more than that skank..I read you like drawing..I draw too..once I get a scanner,would you care to swap? I'd like to sing and write and act too..but I never tried that stuff like..to the public..Well..I hope you do well in school tomorrow..oh and by the way..I am Thomas..care to be friends?

Here is a good song..it always calms me down or brings out tears and the crying helps most of the time..its called Walkind Dead by Chester Bennington and Z tripp

In the chill of the night
I can feel my heart racing
As I run towards the light
that seems so far away
Wondering forever
In the darkest of shadows
Wondering if I will ever see you again

Wondering if I will ever see you again

I'll take your love
(I'll take your love)
I'll take your hate
(take your hate)
I'll take you're desire

I'll take the world
when it turns on you
(when it turns on you)
I'll set it on fire

W-the-w-th-th-the walking dead
The walking dead (walking dead)

Digging in the dirt
I can feel you getting closer
Steadying my hands through the blistering pain
Anxiously awaiting for the earth to reveal you
Wondering if I will ever see you again (see you again)

Wondering if I will ever see you again

I'll take your love
(I'll take your love)
I'll take your hate
(take your hate)
I'll take you're desire

I'll take your heart
I'll take your pain
(I'll take your pain)
I'll bring you to life

I'll bring you to life

W-the-w-th-th-the walking dead
The walking dead (walking dead)

I'll bring you to life

I'll take your love
(I'll take your love)
I'll take your hate
(take your hate)
I'll take you're desire

I'll take the world
when it turns on you
(it turns on you)

W-the-w-th-th-the walking dead

I'll take your love
(I'll take your love)
I'll take your hate
(take your hate)
I'll take you're desire

I'll take your heart
I'll take your pain
(I'll take your pain)

I'll bring you to life

True, while some people are spineless assholes, there will always be good people in the world to help you along the way. Things may seem like they could rise to no higher misery, but you can have hope, and no one can take that from you. Don't despair. The cause to fight for may seem bleak and not worth the pain it's causing, but it means the world to the few who truly do care about you.

It is not a sign of weakness to reach out to others, hoping for advice or help. Often it takes a strong person to offer help, but a far STRONGER to ask for it. No one truly deserves the pain you're going through right now, and while it's hell to deal with, just know that you are a stronger person than most for coping with the adversities you've been handed. Not everyone could, and it's hard for many to empathize with your strife, but please don't give in to this. Even if you feel like there's nothing left to fight for, just know that the only way you can truly be weak, is if you allow yourself to believe that. Hold on tightly, even when you feel like letting it all go.