life is depressing as always. i find it harder to keep a chipper attitude around my family. scratching my self with sharp objects help me feel better, but its not enough. every now and then i wonder if they'll be gone long enough to use the kitchen knife and bleed beyond the point of no return. its funny i'm more comfortable writing all this down on a public journal than the one i have in my room. its as if "public" mean's people automatically lose interest, and if it say's "private" they try their damnedest to see what you wright. heh its ironically funny.
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