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It's when I am alone, when I am by myself, no one around, nothing to do, it gets bad. It's when I write the depressed journals, it's when I get angry, it's when all I want to do is punch the wall and cry.

But, that's a betrayal of my real character.

Around my friends, having an engaging and fun conversation, not being IGNORED, ALIENATED, INSULTED, and other CRAP, I can be happy. I can laugh and smile and be, what I hope is, a good person.

Like the other day; I went to the library with three other friends, and we had a really good time. Despite the fact Aka almost puked everywhere, Curly used me as a pillow (xD), I got stuck in a tree, I stopped in front of Oranju swinging and almost killed myself, and Curly got hit in the face, and some DUDE KEPT GETTING MAD AT US D< It was so much fffuuuunnnnnn~

I ended up going to Aka's house after and playing POKEMON SNAP YEEEAAAAAAA. It was good fun. Although, getting sick on crackers is not as much fun as getting sick on cookie dough while watching The Girl That Leapt Through Time at Konan's with Reese, D, and Rina~

Anyway. I'm . . . getting better. I'm not fixed, I am not over it, I am still hurting. How can someone just NOT MATTER anymore??? . . . But still. With friends, I am getting better.

And I get to go to the mall with Mizu-CHYAN Tuesdayyyy!