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i wish i was so much thinner, i'm 7lbs over weight. i wish i was thinner....i look at myself and i hate how i look. bruce (my boyfriend/fiancee) says i am skinny and that i'm beautiful, but...i just dont see what he see's i wish i was so much thinner i want to be perfect for him. he's the reason i want to look beautiful. he loves me no matter what i look like. but...i just want to be so much thinner if not loose all the acsess fat...i think i'm losing it. i even looked at lipsuction...i seriously think i'm losing it...