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This is the story off when i was raped...
Ok i was on the internet talking to alote of my freinds i talk to online (you know like what all other people do) and i decided to go to my freinds and stay the night for a day. Well we were or I was on her computer talking to some guys i didnt know and we were having a pretty good talk hey showed me pics of them and i showed them me in my diapers and he said lets meet at [ ] right now...
Well my freind was asleep and it was late so I just left a note in case she woke up saying went home to get something well i went to the place and i saw a silver hummer there, and this was at I think around 12:00. Well i sat on a pench with a uniform skirt and happy bunny shirt. Then i saw this eprson walk up to me and asked me who I was. I toled him and shook his hand nicly but once i grabbed his hand he grabbed mine and covered my mouth with his other. While i was kicking and try to scream he dragged me into his hummer and threw me in the back seat and lock all doors. He said if i were to try and get out he would shoot me ( I saw the hand gun in his hand when he toled me that) he was aiming right at my head so i did as he toled not saying a word but crying at we pulled up to a big two sotry and he dragged me out of the hummer and shoved me into the house. he toled me to go p the stairs while he had the gun in his hand pointing at me i went up the stairs and he shoved me into a room ( I didnt know if it was his or something else) and he toled me to lie down and remove my clothes eccept my diaper... or else he would shoot me so I did as he tolle me and he stuck a weird ball thing in my mouth and left tied me up on a bed facing my chest down and left me sitting there... it was about 10 min until he showed up again but naked ikicked tried to scream but nothing... so he whispered in my ear "dont worry baby, daddys gonna make it all better" and he pulled down my diaper and... you know... i screamed kicked cried he kept going and going saying whoo then left he untied me and slapt me hard that i feel and said if i tried to leave he would shoot me then he braught other thungs and stuck them inside me and took pictures of me in weird poses and wanted me to do all these things to him. then he left me sitting there naked with my diaper down... i fell asleep hoping it was a dream the next morning later he came back and laughed at me he said i've been naughty last night and spanked me... 6 times i think he did... and he did rape me constitly for 2 nights he even got me high and beat me and slaped me for no reason he hit me so many times i got knocked out but i was untied and in a long shirt and a diaper untied and that thing out of my mouth but i was on a bed with him. he was still asleep so i did the only thing i could do, run. i got up silently as i could and opened the door out of his room moved closly to the stairs i could went down them opened the door and ran as fast as i could. just ran kids and people were starring and i ran back to my freinds house toled her parents and everything and they called the cops. i tolled them where he lived and he was arrested and i never say him again. i still cry for what happend that day it was only about a month past my 13th birth-day when this happend and i still cry because of it i remember everything about it what he looked like and every facial expression he had...