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this is just stuff about n e thing really.. nothing specific.. just my ideas/thoughts/feelings.. yeah and stuff that may go on in my life
Your Time Is Up
I'm tired of always making time.
Waiting for you to arrive.
Setting all of my time aside.
In hopes to talk to you tonight.

No matter what I try to say.
It always ends the same way.
Why can't you make some time for me?
Some time so you can finally see.

All of the cracks within my shell.
Feels like I'm going through hell.
Why must I always feel ignored.
Don't I matter anymore?

Don't know how much more I can stand.
The wounds grow deeper in my hands.
No longer able to sustain.
All of my sanity's in vain.

Why don't you look me in my eyes.
And tell me you don't have the time.
Then walk away like you don't care.
The pain gets easier to bare.

A friend to you I'll always be.
Despite how deep the cuts may seem.
I'll lay in misery for you.
Waiting until you notice too.

But then let's hope it's not to late.
My body starts to slowly fade.
Back to the way I used to be.
Trapped in the darkness inside me.

Where anguish triumphs over all.
The time is now to make your call.
Am I even worth your breath?
Show me that I deserve respect.

These worldly sins I grow weary.
This world for all I care can bleed.
Drain it so everyone can see.
The scars and wounds that's left on me.

I hope that you can understand.
Not too much of a demand.
Bring peace within my burning soul.
Before I lose all of control.

Don't underestimate my strength.
All said and done I'll make you pay.
So just remember this my friend.
I'll have the last laugh in the end.

No more will I be made a fool.
Waiting around for you to choose.
The life you live is up to you.
So what are you going to do?

Will you continue to ignore.
The signs of pain within my soul.
The ones I constantly display.
That continues to this day.

Or will you see that I'm someone.
Who's been there for you since day one.
Someone who you said you won't lose.
Someone who means so much to you.

The choice is yours so it's your turn.
To stand firm here or run and burn.
It's up to you to choose your fate.
And hopefully I'll choose to wait.






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Diet Right
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commentCommented on: Tue May 12, 2009 @ 07:56am
Dx Your avatar is horrible!
Simply horrible!
; A; You should let me dress you sometime
I could make you more beautiful :3
So beautiful everyone will want you >0
...But then again if everyone wanted you I'd have to kill everyone...
So maybe your better off with a fugo avi.


commentCommented on: Wed Jun 10, 2009 @ 06:35pm
heya! lol,
jus wanted tah say dat i love dis entry too ^ ^
;D
okey...so byez!!!
lol



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