It was your fault, and it was mine.
for nights i would think of you and lose track of time.
we would have our jokes, we would share secrets,
we were eachothers best friend.
I should've known it would all change at some point.
that phone call, telling me you wanted me back still haunts me,
My gut was telling me to say no. but who can resist? saying yes, was a mistake.
That move makes me a cold hearted snake.
But as I lay down at night, you always enter my mind.
I haven't been the same since you left me.
Obviously leaving, you took a part of me.
you made me think we were meant to be. i couldn't resist and I believed.
Now their's darkness.
no light, im stuck in the rain, lightning is my pain, thunder is what hurts.
the rain is my tears. I hide my fear's from you and everybody, aswell.
when i first fell, I knew you would never catch me.
i guess i was right, and now i see.
What happened? i was always their for you.
how? we were strong enough to make it through.
why? because she wanted you.
even though i thought you were mine.
Now I Know, what it feels like, to not have anyone their.
by my side is where you should be.
but now were not even friends.
it's killing me slowly to let you go,
but i want you to know.
the truth might hurt but i lied, when i spoke the words "I'm Over You".
it was a lie. i didnt want you to feel guilty anymore.
So it was both our fault's it ended with darkness, but, I never knew she would be so heartless.
to take you away from me.
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******** my feelings.
I deserv death.
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