I stole this from a friends journal.. well this is kind of how I felt before
Once upon a night so black
A young boy looks into the stars
So far away, they hold no hope
They only make him more aware
Of the void inside him
How his chest seems to crush his numb heart
Leaving shattered pieces of nothing
Through this confusion, he feels only emptiness
He wonders if this is what it’s like to die
He holds the silver glint up in the moonlight
Whispers softly “I don’t know why”
Then etches slow into his skin
The pictures of what he never knew
Memories he wishes he had
What he dreams of late at night
He stares at these images as his vision fades
A smile on his face as he gives up the fight…
A young boy looks into the stars
So far away, they hold no hope
They only make him more aware
Of the void inside him
How his chest seems to crush his numb heart
Leaving shattered pieces of nothing
Through this confusion, he feels only emptiness
He wonders if this is what it’s like to die
He holds the silver glint up in the moonlight
Whispers softly “I don’t know why”
Then etches slow into his skin
The pictures of what he never knew
Memories he wishes he had
What he dreams of late at night
He stares at these images as his vision fades
A smile on his face as he gives up the fight…
well.. It's a good thing that I feel better now..
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