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I'm amazed at how true the cliche' 'You don't know what you have until it's gone.'

Last night, I spent my first dreamless sleep. I've never been without dreams. I've always prized my dreams. They're really vivid and I can sometime even describe the places and people in them. Last night, however, all I could remember was music. It was a life changing dream, I knew, but the problem was I couldn't remember what it was about. I don't know. My dreams have been waning a bit since a fateful dream with a guy and his Porche and driving over the ocean (yes, OVER).

For one thing, I think it has to do with the fact that I've been watching more TV than I usually do. In fact, I don't EVER watch TV, but now, I am, though the only things I'm watching are CSI and Discovery Channel. I think the TV has something to do with it. Maybe it's sapping my imagination...

Another thing is, I've had dreams that are fuzzy, but come back later. It's only 6:40. I hope I remember what my dream's about by this morning. I honestly hate, HATE not being able to remember something. That's why I try and remember everything. =P

And for the last, I have waves of dreams. I remember a week, I went by with only a handful of dreams that I could remember clearly, but at the end of the week, I had a completely vivid and strange dream that I could literally tell nearly word for word of the dialogue.

Yes, this is weird.

Maybe I'm in a dream cycle, or maybe I'm just being paranoid, but completely dreamless and uneventful night is strange. Really strange. Incredibly, undeniably strange.

At least, it is in my world.

So, if you think I'm nuts, say so. If you think I'm overreacting (which I probably am), voice that too. You know what? Say anything.

I really miss my dreams...