Well, now I feel horrible. This one girl from school sent me a chain letter and I told her that I didn't have 10 people to send it to and that I didn't have a crush and I didn't care that I will have problems with relationships for the next 10 years and I didn't have any friends and that I didn't want to send it to the other people I knew the adresses to (which just happened to be my dad and the closest person I have to a friend in the real world) and that I don't send chain letters anyways and I didn't want her to send me any more of them. SO SHE YELLED AT ME AND CALLED ME RUDE!!! Then she said that I was ignorant and that I did have friends... That's what I decide. And right now no one is trustworthy enough to be my friend yet (especially not her). And I asked her if it was ok if I didn't want to fall into depression again. Then I told her that it wasn't rude, I was just telling her that I didn't want to send and recieve chain letters. BUT NO! SHE'S ALWAYS RIGHT AND EVERYONE ELSE IS ALWAYS WRONG!!!!!!!!!! So then she acted like I was mental! And she said that I acted all weird all the time and she thought that was because of my depression! I'm past my depression! HE**, FOR ALL I KNOW SHE'S HIGH!!! LIKE ALWAYS! I MEAN, SHE SKIPS SCHOOL, TAKES DRUGS, SHE'S NOT A VIRGIN, AND SHE GOT HELD BACK A YEAR IN SCHOOL!!! DARN I'M DOIN' BETTER IN LIFE THAN SHE IS!!! I ACTUALLY HAVE BETTER DREAMS THAN "Tomorrow I'll get up and eat breakfast and then I'll go to school." I HAVE MORE OF A LIFE, I'VE PLANED FOR A GOOD FUTURE!!! AND WHEN DID I GIVE HER MY EMAIL ADRESS? WHEN I GOT NO SLEEP!?! HOW DO I BLOCK HER!?!?!?!
Well, I guess she's right. I've ruined too many lives already. Everyone that really knew me left cuz they all hated me. I have 3 people now at my school who hate me. One hated me before I even said hi. I guess she could tell.
Darn. I'm crying again. Well, I have to go to bed and cry myself asleep.
ZuttoLobo Community Member 
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