~ My old writings are here ~
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I turn away for humanities sake,
change my face to the point of fake,
I smile and laugh for all of you,
convincing enough, you have no clue.
Deeper means in which to hide,
melancholy welling inside,
you are fooled by what you see,
for what you look at is not me.
Take no heed it's not your fault,
I need a means to cope and halt,
the feelings that do grow within,
with happiness I cannot pin.
To reveal myself too much to bare,
this faux I'm now condemned to wear,
keeping this charade for far too long,
That the me within has long been gone.
Just understand this true grim task,
that all you know now is my mask.
Beneath each mask lies another,
Hollow eyes hide from each other,
Empty shells, bereft of life,
Tell morbid tales of endless strife,
Seeking that which fills the space,
That lies behind your mask, your face.
- Mistress Kitn 2008
@>'-;--------
I turn away for humanities sake,
change my face to the point of fake,
I smile and laugh for all of you,
convincing enough, you have no clue.
Deeper means in which to hide,
melancholy welling inside,
you are fooled by what you see,
for what you look at is not me.
Take no heed it's not your fault,
I need a means to cope and halt,
the feelings that do grow within,
with happiness I cannot pin.
To reveal myself too much to bare,
this faux I'm now condemned to wear,
keeping this charade for far too long,
That the me within has long been gone.
Just understand this true grim task,
that all you know now is my mask.
Beneath each mask lies another,
Hollow eyes hide from each other,
Empty shells, bereft of life,
Tell morbid tales of endless strife,
Seeking that which fills the space,
That lies behind your mask, your face.
- Mistress Kitn 2008