I was like most of them but I evolved. I see my past self in others. Maybe there's no such thing as going forward or higher but in fact being more centered on a palette on life. Where the edge is extreme character and the centered is balanced. Imagine a circle if you will, with white in the middle and all other colors around it that fade into black as you move from the center. I think I've gotten the closest to the center I've ever been.
I still have a lot of growing up and maturing to do. Every now and then I feel like I've grown more, which makes me wonder what will enlighten my mind next.
I don't think people ever stop growing up. Sure the body may stop growing but you still can grow on the inside. Expand your thoughts and change the way you see the world.
Growing up I was under a false perception that once you get older you start acting like an adult. I don't think much changes at all within the person. People just get more privileges and responsibilities. You have to start doing things that you didn't have to before, like make a living. Sex is involved in the mix to complicate the things.
There is no magic mental barrier between mind of a child and adult. I have seen people who are no more adult than their children. Just boys and girls in a grown bodies.
I'm just rambling. Incoherent thoughts that offer nothing insightful. You could have spend this time reading a book and learning something much more important than this.
 niatsu · Sun Apr 26, 2009 @ 07:46pm · 0 Comments |
