I give up. On everything. The bits of hope just dissipated few months. I'm not exactly when exactly this happened but it did nevertheless. I should just get a tattoo that says "Stop Trying", because it's all just wasted efforts. Time that could be spent doing some other pointless tasks. It's a bit scary. It's like I'm not even human. Completely dead inside, free from any emotions.
P.S.: It bothers me to no end that I only got pixels for my birthday. I can't seem to get over the fact I got nothing for my ******** birthday... for the second year in a row.
niatsu · Mon Apr 20, 2009 @ 02:55am · 0 Comments |