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there's nothing really to say today.... i feel sad. i feel like my soul has been shattered into millions of pieces. it's like my heart is gone. I feel no reason to live, and i am restless. It's like i have nothing. Nothing matters anymore. All the things people say run through my head. I can't get the voices to leave. I sit in a dark corner, away from everyone else. I'm searching for something, and I'm lost. it hurts like a deep wound when i breath. I can't listen to music anymore. I can no longer look at the glistening rain to cleanse my soul. I cry instead. The music used to be my escape from the real world. Now, it's my own nigtmare. I feel like i've lost my mind. Nothing will leave me alone. As it gets darker, I become more and more frightened of what will happen while I sleep. The shadows haunt my steps. I can't move, and there is nothing for me to run to. my mind is spinning, I'm so mixed up. everytime i try to reach out for someone, they drift farther away.except for a few people. they are always there for me.....and i can never thank them enough.



i was sad when I saw some of these. others are pretty funny.

http://www.youtube.com/watch.php?v=dRio4G-aztM&search=anime

http://www.youtube.com/watch.php?v=30dl4eB0pLc&search=anime

http://www.youtube.com/watch.php?v=EbInt52nXx8&search=anime

http://www.youtube.com/watch.php?v=iFD6PStaxzo&search=anime

http://www.youtube.com/watch.php?v=rd2U5DAuefQ&search=anime

http://www.youtube.com/watch.php?v=QZ-GA7Iq6mU&search=anime

http://www.youtube.com/watch.php?v=vOICFR2xoMY&search=anime

http://www.youtube.com/watch.php?v=bO2N7eLW-zg&search=fushigi%20yuugi

http://www.youtube.com/watch.php?v=kOmuqjpGXPs&search=anime

http://www.youtube.com/watch.php?v=JvIyrXQbEh8&search=anime

http://www.youtube.com/watch.php?v=TvH29Hkob3s&search=anime

http://www.youtube.com/watch.php?v=t-nlYzpxLTc&search=anime

http://www.youtube.com/watch.php?v=rFB2a40ddzE&search=anime

http://www.youtube.com/watch.php?v=yJPp7KnHMKw&search=DDR%20music

http://www.youtube.com/watch.php?v=w5Ez8pPgcgI&search=anime

http://www.youtube.com/watch.php?v=-tKpWtZWebU&search=anime

yeah, i know! it's a long list. but some of them are really cute too.