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uhm..
i forgot that i'm still a student, will always be one.
sweatdrop sweatdrop sweatdrop
I dunno why (maybe i know, but i stubbornly don't want to know) that i becoming lazier day by day.

"what's ur progress on ur studies?" - the first Q that come out from the people around me when we met.
I just dunno how to answer it well - "well, kinda hard" will be my common ans
then, if anyone who know other that is taking the same course will say something like this, "yeah, i can see, u guys sure need to study 24/7, good luck on ur study"
some will say, "hard? how come? other says it's like nothing!?" surprised

guess i was being over sensitive, & easily followed what people told me to do. I never thought first - more like a cow being chained at it's nose.

BEing an emo doesn't make my problem gone - they just gettin worse.

ah, i guess, because i'm a gamer (not really though), i forgot that i'm actually in reality, not in a game. sweatdrop
(but there is a saying, Life is a Game - huh?!) rolleyes