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I feel as if my family is pushing me away. It's odd... I'm trying to make an effort in all this, to get along but they push me further away with the insults and all this bullshit. I know I'm just bitching over not being able to find the ******** ipod plug but still... I don't know if I'm just being paranoid but I think my sister took it... It's the only thing that would make sense. Last night my mother was asking if I found it and I said no, the last time I saw it was Friday plugged into the computer. Then my sister said, Even though I told you not to charge it there. What the ******** is her problem... Both her and my mother both don't like my bf... each for there own reason. My sister doesn't like him because he makes me happy and my mother doesn't like him because she thinks he smokes weed, which he doesn't! I can't be with a smoker, neh. I have take a bus and a train without music! D: That's horrible! I can't live without music...

If they push me further... I'm gone...

I just can't stand the disrespect... How do they expect me to show them respect, if I get none and get treated like some servant?