Sorry I didn't post this yesterday. I had some difficulties.
Anyway, this is gonna be my big "reveal all" post.
I play on posting all my thoughts here, including some thoughts about people I know in IRL (I hope your reading this, Dom, 'cause it's got stuff about you in it.)
Anyway, without further a-do (or whatever)
MY
THOUGHTS
Thought 1: ********, I suck when it comes to girls
That's probably the biggest thing I hate about me.
I'm just either oblivious or I wait too long.
Like with Dom.
I did like her.
A lot.
Actually, I still do.
And I just waited too long, and also pretty much just '******** you' to her, which I don't know why I did that, but I regret it every single day.
So she probably hates me, and justifiably so.
Thought 2: I hate myself.
I can't stand being me.
I'm a liar
Cheater
I'm lazy
I can't really do anything right,
except play music and video games.
And I don't know what to do with myself.
Thought 3: I'm depressed.
I am.
Every night while a lay in my bed and stare at the ceiling, I am given a chance to think about myself, and I get so sad.
Sometimes I cry.
I don't know, I guess it's'cause I hate myself.
Thought 4: Christine.
I don't wanna say I didn't like her, because I did.
But she was more like, a handhold.
To keep myself from falling deeper into the abyss that is depression.
That's all I've really wanted to get of my chest for a while.
I'll be posting more thoughts as weeks go by.
I hope this might have shown some light into who I really am and what i think.
Until next time,
-Nate
Anyway, this is gonna be my big "reveal all" post.
I play on posting all my thoughts here, including some thoughts about people I know in IRL (I hope your reading this, Dom, 'cause it's got stuff about you in it.)
Anyway, without further a-do (or whatever)
MY
THOUGHTS
Thought 1: ********, I suck when it comes to girls
That's probably the biggest thing I hate about me.
I'm just either oblivious or I wait too long.
Like with Dom.
I did like her.
A lot.
Actually, I still do.
And I just waited too long, and also pretty much just '******** you' to her, which I don't know why I did that, but I regret it every single day.
So she probably hates me, and justifiably so.
Thought 2: I hate myself.
I can't stand being me.
I'm a liar
Cheater
I'm lazy
I can't really do anything right,
except play music and video games.
And I don't know what to do with myself.
Thought 3: I'm depressed.
I am.
Every night while a lay in my bed and stare at the ceiling, I am given a chance to think about myself, and I get so sad.
Sometimes I cry.
I don't know, I guess it's'cause I hate myself.
Thought 4: Christine.
I don't wanna say I didn't like her, because I did.
But she was more like, a handhold.
To keep myself from falling deeper into the abyss that is depression.
That's all I've really wanted to get of my chest for a while.
I'll be posting more thoughts as weeks go by.
I hope this might have shown some light into who I really am and what i think.
Until next time,
-Nate
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