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ok so things have become a tiny bit clearer since the last entry regarding my gf susie. so it turns out she wasn't really mad at me. but to shorten the whole shmeer if u look back in my journal a few entries before your gonna learn something about 2 guys named brian, and ayron (aaron). these guys wre obssessed with susie in a very unhealthy way, both of them were trying to take her from me. brian was an a*****e to her and everyone else. infact brian is actually gone now, she got rid of ihm, they're no longer friends. so i dont have him to worry about anymore. as for ayron, i dont really hear much about him anymore, i guess he's been stalking someone else or something iunno.

but now a new, more evil creature has come along. some guy named zac. now the whole thing with this guy basically started when susie heard that he beat up her abusive ex at one point. when i heard that i thought this guy was the s**t. i wanted to get to know him, maybe me and him could become friends or something. well my friends sometimes history repeats itself more than once. it seems that zac is basically a perfect mix of brian and ayron smashed together. he's even friends with ayron, and used to be with brian -_-+. anyhoozle she has only known him for about 2, 2 and a half weeks at this point, but everythjing is happening all over again for like the 3rd time in the past 5 months. he's fallen madly in love with her and he's using the same method that ayron was to trying to win her over. unlike with ayron i kinda think it's working a little. ok i put that wrong, but they've gotten to know each other so well in only 2 weeks. she certainly has taken a shining to him. however the brian part inside him shows because he wants to kill me. when i come this summer, i'm goin down. iunno how the hell i'm gonna stop him. but he's insanly obssessed with her. however this i took the precaution of making sure he doesnt know me and her r together for my own safety. but he still wants to kill me. this is gettin to be ri-goddamn-diculous!!!!!!!

plus all the confusion with this new dude has actually distanced me and susie, things r just different now. we dont really talk as much, when i try talking to her on AIM most of the time she's busy doing other stuff. things have just been very strange between us lately. things would be alright if i could still call her phone, but i havent been able to do so for 2 months now cuz her hone doesnt have long distance and phone bills and.......yeah whatever. we can only talk on the internet for now, and she doesnt seem to pay attention when i try talking to her. iunno, things r weird. but its really gotten strange ever since this zac guy popped into the picture. the whole thing has got me kinda depressed, i find myself missing her every waking minute. i just wanna talk to her, ya know? if i could still call her maybe things would be better. i've just been finding myself lovesick all the time lately. i miss susie

i cannot express how ******** sick i am of all these assholes hitting on my gf, and threatening my very life for being with her. this is ******** up. ayron goes out, brian comes in. brian goes out, zac comes in. IT NEVER ******** ENDS!!!!!