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Saturdayyy.

Rode bikes con Jenny. Then went bra shopping at Walmart.

And Maryellen catches me there. >_>

She walked by and I could see her turning around so I shoved the bras in my hand into the rack and RAN.

..Two aisles over, where I hid with Jenny, who was laughing. And Maryellen found me. XD So I spent the next minutes talking awkwardly with her and her sisters.. Oh, Great Gatsby, was that embarrassing..

Err, I'm sure all of you enjoyed the dance as much as possible, what with there being only fifty people there and all that. But after everyone kind of migrated to their pair bonds, I just wasn't feelin' that shindig. I could have put up with it if Mikey and Prez and the gang was there, but they weren't.. sad

Soo I called mum up, and she brought me home. I slithered into pajamas and slurped on chocolate covered Oreos and strawberries and watched Bride Wars with mummy and Yenny. It was very nice, if you blot out the extra cheesy movie. smile

Oh yeah, my dad isn't home right now because he's at Gramma's because she's dying. He'll be spending his weekends up there.

Call me cold or a b***h or whatever, but I can't say I'm really that sad. I might have visited her three or four times a year, but I don't know her from Eve. In all aspects, she's a stranger. It's a downer knowing that she's going to die soon and that I'll go to her funeral and that dad's going to be really sad. But I just don't....feel all that much.

SSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS..... It feels good to have that off my chest. I couldn't tell that to mum or dad - or Jenny, since she revels in anything that causes him pain.

Hmm...I wonder what face Mr. Prez would make if I asked him to a dance? What a strange suggestion, V.



I don't love you I'm just passing the time.
You could love me if I knew how to lie.
But who could love me? I am out of my mind.
Throwing a line out to sea,
To see if I can catch a dream.