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The world is crule and unkind to those who suffer from a broken heart. It doesn't care that you are hurt,it just goes on as if nothing is wrong. The people in don't know that something is horribly wrong until they find you face down in the mud,gun in your hand,bullet in your head. Then they will wonder what went wrong but they wont know because no one pays attention to those who suffer. Not just of a broken heart but of abuse and neglect. And they tell you they are there when you need them and that you can tell them anything but the truth is that if you do tell them then they will send you to the psyco ward and you will never see them again. that is why people like me keep silent. we dont tell a soal except those we trust with all our hearts. Those are other people just like us who know what were going through and will never tell anyone. They are also people that if you ended up six feet under they would end up there too.

It will never change. They try to make us be the best we can be when they dont know what that is. We always try to get perfect grades and to be like everyone else. But in all reality it's not possible. And there are those who are always searching for "the one". But chances are they will never find them. It is pointless to try when you are in your teen years. Your not sure what you want and there not sure what they want. Everyone is just there to tell you it's not worth it. Yes when you find someone your happy for a while. Until that is that one of you screws it up. Then where are you? Your depressed for a while. First its a couple of days. The days turn into weeks and the weeks turn into months and in some cases the months turn into years. And while your waisting all this time crying over the person you thought you loved or maybe you thought they loved you, you are waisting precious time. Time you could be spending with friends or even finding someone new. It doesnt matter if your hurt and you need a break, life will go on, with or without you. You only have so much time and you shouldnt let your life wither away until you have nothing. But then again what do i know. Im just a kid and i have alot to learn. That's what they say anyways. I havnt finished school so I cant know any of this stuff. Yet when people read this some of them will know what i am talking about. Does that make them uneducated as well? I dont think so. It just means that maybe, just maybe i might know what it is that i am writing down and that it does have some meaning to it.