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as i watch everyone fight around me, seeing that i am insignificant in this world or i am useless, they qwell on what they should do to me...cut me off? give up? continue their 'love'? i sigh deeply, a little upset that im like a piece of meat to them...just sitting there..without any word or for judgement..a person who is innocent but guilty in other eyes...finally i need to think..no more..no more!! the darkness surrounds me and finally with a plea, i flee the fight...i cant take it...i rise to a meadow field...i cant take it...i sit in a meditating stance...i cant take it...not anymore...finally i close my eyes...and the world cease to exist to me..my mind opens up and suddenly shoots across the fields!! byond the moutains and beyond the waters!! as if my very soul was FREE!...free...as i ponder my ideas, which whizz pass my mind like shooting stars, choosing...creating, making my strategy to conquer life itself..finally, my body doesnt ache in sadness...no...it is filled with joy instead of knowing my choices...i am....at peace...suddenly with a small rub on my shoulders i open my eyes and i see that my love has found me sitting here, her knowing full well of the on goings..she sits by me and hugs me deeply, to soften the blows to my heart and so that i may unite with hers as well, stregthening both our causes..finally with a kiss and a sigh..my..no...our day begins with a simple sentence:.."how was your day?" amd finallly the heart begins to pour out...