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Something to do when i'm bored.
HaHa get a kick outta this
if anyone has been reading this diary thing, you would know that im head for heels in love with quinn benally. My mind has been changed after seeing him make-out with one of my friends. But hey, that's life. I still have a huge crush on him, just not as much as before. I dont hate Quinn or my friend. There's no reason to.
On to more matters,
one of my stupid friends thought to pull an "emo" test on me. He took my big saftey pin off my backpack (the one i use for emergencies) and put it against my neck and asked if i cared if he stuck it in my neck. i said no. He stuck it in my neck and left a hole, then started bleeding a bit. Then of corse, i hadn't told my bff that i cut, (since 6th grade.) she took my wrist, and saw my scars. yes im emo. who cares? no one. so why the hell am i still here typing this to no one? because i'm bored and to prove that no one cares.
i'm not 100% suicidal. just 75% of the time.....






User Comments: [1]
Our_lady_of_sorrows666
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Tue Jul 07, 2009 @ 10:46pm


Relationships seem to suck anyway. Get to know a person before you actually start really crushing on them, that way you know them better.

The whole cutting issue: I have tried it. I have tried hanging... It hasn't worked and I'm still here. I'm totally not bashing you on this or anything. I am not going to tell you to get help, because help only makes you feel like killing yourself more. But just know you shouldn't do it. Maybe I sound totally hypocritical for this, but I have done it. But I haven't tried doing anything like that for 2-3 years I guess.
if you need a friend to talk to, I'm here.


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