I still think about
what I didn't do or say.
I felt different around you and felt certain...
you felt the same.
But I was wrong.
Love isn't something to wish for or even try to find.
It is something evil.
Twisting, manipulative and rotten.
That is what love is.
At least to me.
The feelings associated with it have done more harm
then good.
Maybe I deserve it.
After all, I did not speak up.
I didn't let anything grow from us.
Instead I created a wall around myself and refused to let
anyone in.
I place every bit of the blame on myself and would expect
I should die.
But I can't. Not yet.
I haven't suffered enough.
I am sorry to you and for
my actions.
I truly am.
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what makes you think you should die for a mistake?
everyone makes mistakes thats part of being human!
just don't let them control you, if you messed up, back track and try to fix it, if it can't be fix then move on and try not to do it again.
But you don't deserve to suffer or die.
at least not in my opinion.