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I had a great day! In gym we didn't have to change our clothes because we were watching a really disgusting video about smoking! I hung out with my friends and laughs were shared good times were had! I was in Mrs. Shep's room for study hall and so all I did was catch up on reading this book that I checked out from the library and it was getting really exciting! I was really happy it's been so long since I had just sat and read for a little while. And then I got my progress report and I only got one F and no D's I was so syched to show it to my mom. I talked to this guy that I kinda like and this is also my first day going to school without wearing my jacket... see my jacket is kinda big so I kinda hide under it! I was feeling really great! And my day got better when I got home I got all the boxes in the hallway downstairs and I put up curtains in my room so now barely any sunlight get through my windows! Awesome I know! Then I even remebered to go online and update Kio's pro on this quiz sight... then my mom called and told me that since she has to get up insanely early to get to work tomorrow I can either wake up on my own and go to school (likely chance of that ever happening) or I can stay home I was sooo syched even more!!! And when she got home I showed her my progress report and she was happy and proud and all what ever and then she told that she called my brother in Colorado and when he finally gets his paycheck from the army he wants her to buy a Wii for me!!!
And then she told me
and my whole day paled in comparision
to the three words she said
"You got in."
At first I didn't realize what she meant and I just kinda said wha... and the she said "You got into Milton Hershey" Milton Hershey is a private school in Pennesylvania. It was founded by the guy who made Hershey's chocolatte...... How lucky am I I get uproot my whole life in New Hampshire and go live in conformistville pennsylvania.... I get to leave all my freinds and family to go live with a bunch of complete strangers.... I want to cry but I can't...... I want to scream and say NO this isn't what I wanted but I won't.... I didn't think I get in I only went on the interview because I wanted to make my mom happy I didn't think I would get in..... How the HELL am I supposed to tell all my friends that "Sorry guys I won't be gradutating with you! Gotta go live in Pennsylvania and wear ******** POLOS for the next three years of my life! I was actully hoping that I wouldn't get in and go to Spaulding and become a dropout loser like the other 70% of my town and oh here's another great little catch the only way to get kicked out (next to killing someone) is to sell drugs not if you buy them not if you use them only if you sell them!!! This is one of the rare moments in my life when I wish I could go back in time and learn how to say "no" instead of learing how to lie and learning how to find out what people want to hear............... What the hell am I going to do?