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The Long, No Named Love Story
That night... That night i found out "Love at first sight" Wasn't fairy tale bullshit. My friend introduced me to a girl who was unreal. She had a personality that made me shiver in happiness. Her voice, Thats what kept me awake at night thinking of her. It was the cutest voice you'll ever hear. I was unsure if she felt the same about me that night. The night ended. I wasn't able to sleep. Her voice echoed in my head. I started talking to her on gaia. Then i saw her true emotions. It turns out she liked me. And we turned out to be best friends later. I fall into a deep depression due the problems i have in my life. I wanted to commit suicide, But just remembering such a beautiful face and voice is enough to make me drop the knife. I said "I considered committing suicide today, But it feels like i've just met you". So i decided not to. Valentines day comes, I ask her to be my valentine. She says "Awh, Of course" and i fall deeper in love. Months later, I catch a fever of 102 Degrees. She prays i wouldn't die. I pull through and everyones happy. Days later, We meet at my friend's birthday party. We had fun, and i was happy to see her again in person for the second time. The party ends and we go home. I give her a single hug. She stops replying to my messages... The heartache starts. She replies to one of my messages saying "I hope you get buried in africa and get raped by micheal jackson" I fall into a deep depression, And i somehow dont think i did anything wrong. I pleaded apologies one by one. Still nothing, How can she get this cold. She could at least reply, I thought. A year passes by, Yet everyday i still thought of that cute voice. The same party comes up. I meet her again... For the third time. Picture the most awkward moment ever, But multiplied in awkwardness by 5. She gets scared to walk back home. And i ask i to walk her. She says "Sure". I walk her in pitch black. And get one more hug at the end. Walking back was the scariest s**t EVER. After that day we talk on gaia again. And i spill all my emotions out. She doesn't reply. So i pick all of the emotions back up. Call me crazy but i still love her. It will never work out. Even though my heart wants it to... </3 Dont love her!
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