My soul wanders on the eternal flow and gentle ebb of time. For reasons I cant comprehend nor realize, I am one with the sea. The white of my robes reflects back the purity of my intentions. A flood of memory washes away the sin of past miracles. I am I.
A resonationg image, I will see you again. My crime, it was abstinence from your heart. Do you still wait? Is my emotion still with life? Burn the insanaties of my heart, do you even remember me?
My sin is the all condemning badge of love. Angel, save me. I feel the redemption. I swallow with guilt. Wrap me in velvet and shine a light. I surrender, surrender. Take me.....
I have lived long enough to know the rules of death. But now I stand alone. A cloud of doom descends upon me, but I fear nothing. War and anger, sorrow and equality. These are nothing on the battlefield. Now cast yours into the tempering flames of battle, and be a reborn thing. For valor.
With wings I am remade. I shall soar over time to my dream. Wings of Iccarus guide me.
Blast, heat and death. Call on my courage to kill again. Ive discarded my soul for power and the battle scorches brands of death into my flesh. I take without care, and my remorse retreats. An all consuming feeling of want, and lust. For war is the fuel of my desire.
Have I seen infinity? Sureley not. A thousand lives ive already lived, yet still I wait. For an answer, to many things. Why was I made? What is my purpose? Suddenly I am taken by time and shown the precepts of my existence. Love, war. All of it was meaningless when weighed by the virtue of accumulated deeds. Did I do right? What is right? If not from God, then please tell me. I'll live a thousand more to find out.
Save me, im here for the taking. Just waiting.
Through my crucibles and trials I have emerged! My acclaim has escorted me, straight to Hell. A deal, twisted. But im still the fool. Crestfallen devil, I swear i'll be glorified forevermore.
Tell me, what vexes you? I pause, because he knows nothing of what I am. I will walk him to the slaughter. You fool, there's no way out. NO WAY OUT. Now feel the pain of a million lifetimes. The pain of a twisted mind.
After eons, I come upon a grave. The stone is frigid and etched with a sorrow I have never known. This poor soul died of a broken heart. I feel the words, my eyes have long since died. .......my god. I loved you. The stone belongs to my love. Lost lifetimes ago.
A never ending sea of tears pours helplessly from my eyes. Everything I wanted then......my apollogy pales. Any reason for bieng is bled dry, as I collapse on your memory. If I could just remember. Why I left you.....
My sweet darling. You are not even a memory anymore. Nothing left to remind me as I wander time and space. How could I have known? Now i'll roam forever, tormented by the ghost of you, and the consequence of what I did.
Forever.
"is this the end?
surely not."
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