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life isn't all that fun if you think about it actually.it betrays,it doesn't care about you,it doesn't give any breaks because its so dang mean,it doesn't hold you in its arms it just keeps throwing things at you until you give in.so actually life is not fun at all i mean yeah it will give you a candy bar every now and then but that doesn't change anything.its just sitting back and relaxing and throwing things at you until you fall down and just give in.its like someone gave a little boy and huge box of sugar.IT JUST DOESN'T ADD UP!!!that is..until you find what you are looking for.you may find it 1 day before you die you may find it 20 years before you die.but you always find what you are looking for...wait nope you don't always find what you are looking normally people don't and life wins again.its hard to find what you are looking for in life because life doesn't give a s**t about anyone!!it doesn't care!!unless you find what you are looking for in life its like you have no life.most people just let go of there chance to find what they are looking for in life.and if you really lucky whatever you are looking for in life will give you more then one chance to find what you are looking for.but its really hard to find what you are looking for because its the thing you will never expect but sometimes(rarely) its just sticks out(but that doesn't happen most of the time).what's really frustrating is some people think that life will always say sorry and give you something when something wrong happens but no its the exact opposite when something bad happens to you it just means that something bad is gonna happen again and if it doesn't when life finally decides to take charge on you its like getting stabbed in the back!!thats why its always better to have life throw things at you when something bad happens(thats small) then to have it be thrown at you when you get piratically stabbed in the back but no one ever wants to believe that so thats why the hide there guilt,shame,and mainly care for someone emo
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