I hate myself. I seriously hate myself right now.
I have a serious problem. I have social anxiety. Like... seriously.
I'm coming to finally accept this.
No one could possibly have any idea how much I loathe myself right now. I'm a horrible friend. Absolutely horrible.
I wanted to go.. I really did. I thought I could handle it if Zoe was there. But then that all fell apart..
And I lied. I liked straight up. I didn't even hesitate.
I'm selfish. I'm the most selfish person you will ever meet.
Not only selfish.. I'm a coward.
I don't know what to do. I wish I knew what she was thinking. I wish I knew if she was hurt or angry. I wish I knew what that comment meant.
I wish I'd ******** went.
I hate myself..
Princess Kitaaa · Fri Jun 05, 2009 @ 09:48pm · 0 Comments |