Isn't the reason why you're still alive is because of your friends? I've also have had enough with all this s**t but I still keep living.
I don't want to die because I don't want to bring tears to the one I love and I don't want you to come on after me.
Last year, I had a chance. A chance to end this all and kill myself. But I didn't. Before the tip of the knife peirced my skin, All of you came into my mind like a flash of lightning.
I know that I said that I wouldn't make promises with you anymore but please allow me to make one last promise to you.
A promise of a life time. An ABOSOLUTE promise.
I promise you that I'll be there for you soon. I promise that I'll appear before your eyes and take you away from everything. I'll take you far away from this place as far as you want.
Just keep living until I come for you. I don't know how I'm going to do this. But I promise you that one day, I'll come for you.
I swear it on my life, soul, my dream world, and my love for you.
But I hope and beg with all my life that you'll come to Youngker for high school so we can be reunited again.
Let me tell you the truth then. Ever since I recongized that you loved me differently, I ambition to keep living for you guys grew stronger. You were the first ever person that confessed their love to me and that made me happy. Eh heh heh.... Remember? You're MY Jacob. You'll always be MY Jacob. Maybe my Edward will never show up. Once I graduate high school, get enough exprience of things in college, I'll drop out of college, cut all connections with this so called family, and I'll come and take you away from your family.
Remember. A promise of a life time.
I Will Always Love You Forever for the Rest of my Life.
I don't want to die because I don't want to bring tears to the one I love and I don't want you to come on after me.
Last year, I had a chance. A chance to end this all and kill myself. But I didn't. Before the tip of the knife peirced my skin, All of you came into my mind like a flash of lightning.
I know that I said that I wouldn't make promises with you anymore but please allow me to make one last promise to you.
A promise of a life time. An ABOSOLUTE promise.
I promise you that I'll be there for you soon. I promise that I'll appear before your eyes and take you away from everything. I'll take you far away from this place as far as you want.
Just keep living until I come for you. I don't know how I'm going to do this. But I promise you that one day, I'll come for you.
I swear it on my life, soul, my dream world, and my love for you.
But I hope and beg with all my life that you'll come to Youngker for high school so we can be reunited again.
Let me tell you the truth then. Ever since I recongized that you loved me differently, I ambition to keep living for you guys grew stronger. You were the first ever person that confessed their love to me and that made me happy. Eh heh heh.... Remember? You're MY Jacob. You'll always be MY Jacob. Maybe my Edward will never show up. Once I graduate high school, get enough exprience of things in college, I'll drop out of college, cut all connections with this so called family, and I'll come and take you away from your family.
Remember. A promise of a life time.
I Will Always Love You Forever for the Rest of my Life.
