The codes I want to live by are always be honest and humble. Though dishonesty may sometimes seem necessary to protect ones self from others greed. That part is open fro discussion. Honesty is more important to me than getting hurt, because being lied to hurts even more. More traits are too be recognized, but right now these two are what I should always remember to live by. I want to be able to look back at this years from now and say they still hold true.
I need to learn what is the proper way to deal with anger. Is it even ok to get angry sometimes? Goosefraba. I just don't want it to get to me. Losing hair over anything is not necessary. Jealousy would be next on my list. I get irrationally jealous. I am aware that when I get jealous it is usually irrational, but that doesn't make it stop. My insecurities may be the cause behind it. Fears that creep within me because I am not confident in myself. I think you will leave me because I can never understand what made you stay for as long as you have. And maybe I should just learn to treasure the time we have together because everything in life is finite. I have a lot of learning to do and only one lifetime to do it in.
Oh the complexities of life. While to live all that's necessary is to survive, but to live well there are books worth of knowledge one needs to be familiar with.
Work on body and mind. Mind should be the first on the list since body is just the structure that houses the gem, that is the mind.
Learn to be confident in oneself.
 niatsu · Wed Jun 10, 2009 @ 10:46pm · 0 Comments |
