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	C0ll3c71v3 VV0rk5 0f l173r47ur3 (collective works of literature) This is mostly a weird form of my thoughts being released. They usually come when i am in a dark mood and i don't want to tell anyone.

	ambivalence
	ambivalence


i want emotional detachment i want to devote my life to him i tell him not to worry how i feel because I'd feel selfish talking about myself because i don't want to miss how he feels again but inside, i want him to care, and ask because i am selfish because i want to be his ghost because i want to be his everything because i don't want to disappear but i feel like i have to but he tells me i don't i want to be convinced and i am for a while i live for those moments but it seems he forgets and i feel more his ghost than his love i wish i knew which i was i wish i knew which i wanted to be One would protect me from harm The other opens me to danger but also to the greatest warmth i know i want to be his love but must i be his ghost? kazuka78 · Fri Jun 12, 2009 @ 02:55am · 0 Comments


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