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cry I'm not quite in the best of moods this weekend...
Saturday Afternoon Jason (boyfriend) and I Recieved word that Jason's Brother died....it was accidental death...
He'd went out and was Drinking by the time he got home he was so drunk when he parked the car in the garage he forgotten the car was still on...not quite sure how long it took him to get out of the car but buy the time he tried to reach the door to the house..he'd passed out...He wasn't found tell the next afternoon by his Twin brother ~_~ I feel for him for its not only his twin brother but he is a paromidic and there was nothing he could do to save his own brother cry
What hurts the most is Because of me My boyfriend won't be able to go to his funeral....I'm the only one that works in the house...I'm the only one that don't know how to drive ~_~ and I have noooo vacation time....
cry
Scott was the only one out of his family I could get along with and now he is gone....
its hard to get use to the fact that he is gone....
I'm not sure when this will actual set in for Jason....
But when it does I'll be here for him......
its hard for me to try and keep it in but I feel as though I'm crying for him....
Scott We will always remember the good times and the bad...but you will always be remembered