NOSTALGIA
By: Boot_Strap
I don't exist in the past. It's only my memory's faded part, Lingering in a corner of my mind, Burried in a necropolis of thoughts; But something deep within me, Cosuming my essence, Still holds on to what was already gone. I definitely defy it! As if a cobra defies a mongoose; But it's under my skin, Threatening my thread of sanity; And reviving every corpse, Breathing new life to the decayed, Recovering a lost feeling! Now the blur images reapear From the pit of the void, And despite my defiance to the call My heart embraces their return; As if my spirit thirsts And my soul hungers for them, I came to love their pressence! Yesterday's bitter-sweet tears Has come back to me now, It is what I threw out the window But came back through the door; Intoxicating my very being, Causing me to forget That it's just a morbid illussion! I have to get loose From this reluctant foolishness, I must liberate myself From being bound to what was lost; I want to be free, I need to be redeemed, But what can I possibly do? Do I just have to let it go? Is it what I have to do? Maybe it is... Just maybe... But I simply don't know! Sureal but true, I really don't know!
SeKiGeHaRa · Mon Dec 12, 2005 @ 04:32am · 9 Comments |