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my life is in ruins there nothing i can do to make life better or is there a way to make it better i just dont know any more what am i do to ...with my should i just die or keep living i just dont know anymore someone tell me now! what am i to do gonk twisted why should i listen to other ppl's comments to me when it should hurt my feeling why should i care for my life anymore i just dont know..i want to make the most of it today but it's ruined can't i see him one last time and sped time with them but i guess thats not possible....i just want to make the last time we meet the most of it and have fun.......*sigh*

i'm alone in this why cant i see my friends......I JUST WANT TO HAVE FUN! BUT NOW I'M MAD/SAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying evil evil evil evil evil evil evil evil evil evil evil evil evil evil evil evil evil evil xp xp xp xp xp emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo