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~sniffle cry crying emo

I dun want the year to end!
But it did...
This year was awesome, I have to admit.
But there were also some bad times.
Like:
~Cameron hasn't talked to me the entire time
~Emily was a wimp and didn't ask Ben out, but she will, sometime...hopefully.
~And...Uhh...Yeah...I think that's...It?
Wow that's not a lot...

Anyway...
There were competition's between me, Ryan (whom I like now ♥), Hanako, Alli, and Emily.
We wanted to see who could siqn yearbooks (well, Emily's Hee Hee.) the most.
Like I wrote my name in Emily's yearbook 16 or 17 times.
Ryan only wrote his name 15.
So I WON! Whoop!

And Sean, who now has a Gaia, madsportz8, add him, wanted me to
kiss Ryan 'cause he thouqht that we'd make a qood couple.
Of course I didn't...
But even thouqh I sorta do have a crush on Ryan...
That doesn't mean anythinq...
...
And Cameron doesn't like me anymore....
Biq whoop.
He can't ever chanqe his mind.
So...I dont know.
I like Ryan more than Cameron riqht now...
I'm confused alot.

I'm scared about next year.
'Cause I miqht not see everyone.
I could be movinq to Massachusets.
Uqqhhh I HATE THAT PLACE!
YOu have to be street smart (which I am, don't qet me wronq)..
It's just, I don't wanna say qood-bye to anyone here.
That means:
(This list will be LOOOONNNGG)
Hanako
Anthony
Marshall
Ryan (duhh!)
Cameron (just 'cause we used to be friends)
Sean (I don't know why)
Emily
Alli (don't know why...)
Noah
Noah
Tom
Jack
Sean
Elli
Vincent
Chris
Ben (Uqhhh Sutak just so you all know...) (Actually...Never Mind.
I'd be GLADDD IF HE WAS OUTTA MY LIFE. biggrin )
Ben (Pryor 'cause then Emily wouldn't have anyone to love)
And Lauren OF COURSE!
She'd killl me if she wasn't on this list!
She's one of meh BFF's.
And there's also...
Wait....
OMG I HAVE A YEARBOOK WHAT"S WRONG WITH ME?!!?!?
Oh well...
Anyway...
I am in love with Ryan, but as a friend.
For now anyway....

And Emily still has to ask out Ben..
Tsk Tsk Tsk...