What happened to what we had? I don't know what went wrong. I was just trying to be my normal self when you started to change. I figured everything would be ok but I guess that I was wrong. I never thought that this would be a dead end relationship, I guess I was wrong about that too. You promised me that this would never happen but guess what it did. So much for promises right? Why should it matter I'm used to having my heart torn in two by a male. It happened before I could even remember. I'm the unwanted one and there's nothing that can change that. No matter how hard I tried to make it work between you and me it never did. I thought that I had found someone that liked me for me and not just because I was there. Wrong again. I thought that maybe I could be myself and not someone that I hated. Instead I had to sit there and grin while you stressed about something that you shouldn't have. Normally I'm not one to sit here and cry but this time... I'm not only losing the person that I love but I'm losing my best friend all over again.
Beautiful Disasterpieces · Tue Dec 13, 2005 @ 11:37pm · 0 Comments |